Self-Induced Rapture

After traveling to Peru this fall where I didn’t have any caffeine the entire time I was in the Southern Hemisphere I felt strong and clear, enraptured.  I drank coca tea all day long rather than my usual Earl Grey or Chai’s laden with sugar that keep me in a constant state of hyper stimulation and chronic dehydration.  After feeling the desire to to create balance in my life I quit drinking caffeine in January and after a month I am happy to say that I survived the withdraw process.

I’ve since AD’d a music video, two short films and am now in prep for a TV Show and I am getting through the long days caffeine free.  It feels good.  I wake up a little earlier and energize my mind and body with yoga.  Before going to film school I used to live this way and it feels good to return to something that works for me.  Don’t get me wrong, I still like to have fun.  It’s just that I am starting to feel better than ever by being more disciplined.  I have learned how to generate that buzz from within and it doesn’t deplete my energy.  I am noticing the quality of my work is improving and that I am more calm in the chaos of working in film production.

Miraflores street art.

Miraflores street art.

Aside from being busy working as an Assistant Director, Sumitra Media is producing some corporate videos in the Spring for new clients as well as old.  I’ve got some other exciting projects up my sleeve keeping me excited and inspired.

In the past few months I have seen some stellar documentaries.  Searching for Sugar Man had a good theatrical run.  If you have not seen it I recommend it, especially if you love music documentaries.

Bombay Beach by Alma Har’el stole my heart.  She used unconventional methods to portray the day to day lives of her subjects which worked so well.  Music by Beirut & Bob Dylan!

All the buzz right now is of the Academy Awards nominations and rightfully so.  There were so may amazing films that pushed the bar.  Cloud Atlas was left out of the hype though I found it to be such a brilliantly dynamic film and a beautiful story about humanity.  It was bold and certainly entertaining.  It’s the first film in a few years to pull me into the theater twice to see it on the big screen.

Of this year’s Academy Award nominees Life of Pi was my over all favorite and the one that I will be rooting for.

“An ounce of practice is worth more than tons of preaching.”
-Gandhi

Cycles of Nature and Life

This year I was blessed with a schedule that wasn’t as hectic during December which left me lots of time to enjoy the process rather than feel pressured to get all of the holiday preparations done in time.  One of the biggest blessings was that I got to spend Christmas Eve with both of my Grandmothers which was definitely a highlight for me.  I consider both of my Grandmothers to be highly inspirational and adore them immensely.  I always gain from spending time with them.

The Winter Solstice is always a pivotal day for me and this year I experienced a desire to return to my days of living with more austerity, to the days where I lived with greater control and intention. To generate bliss from within.  I feel so incredibly blessed and have a lot of amazing opportunities on the horizon this year.  I am excited for what lies ahead, it fuels me.

2012 was an incredible year in that I feel I accomplished a lot and had a few amazing surprises. When I rang it in 2012 I felt somewhat ambivalent about the upcoming year.  This year as we were counting down the final moments before 2013 I had a massive giggle fit accompanied by a feeling that this is going to be an incredible year.  I have been contemplating the cyclic nature of life on this planet, within ourselves extending out into the cosmos.  This awareness gives me a sense of calmness and acceptance.  I feel an alignment to my life’s purpose and an incredible passion for life.

One of the things about my work that I love so deeply is the collaborative element to it, I deeply enjoy working with talented people and feel so blessed that the projects I work on to be so inspirational.  I am also blessed with a family that I adore and friends that keep me lifted.  With an open heart I wish you all the greatest for the upcoming year.

Machu Picchu | October 2012

“What the mind can conceive and believe, it can achieve”. Jules Verne

12-12-12

A year ago I directed a short documentary on Vancouver based vocalist and beatboxer Shamik.  His live shows are not to be missed and he is a beautiful human.


Today, on the great alignment of 12′s it is his 30th birthday.  He just released his first EP that he produced.  Check it out, it is truly some great work.

shamik 121212

You can check 121212 on Soundcloud:

Or download it directly from Mediafire: http://www.mediafire.com/?nbusj7s3ihfogx8

Wishing you an abundance of love and light as we near the solstice and that your life is enveloped with magic.

Love For All Living Things

This past August I directed a music video for Vancouver based musician Buckman Coe for his track ‘Love For All Living Things’ off his upcoming EP ‘Crow’s Nest’. The catchy Motown inspired track was inspired by the guerrilla gardeners in Mexico City and as someone who lives in a city and grows food I had a deep resonance with Buckman’s vision. I believe it is important to ‘go local’ as much as humanly possible to offset the over consumption of our Earth’s resources and don’t get me started about GMOs.

We filmed at City Farmer and in my back yard as well as at ‘The Wilder Snail’; a Strathcona cafe that supports local farmers and at the Nomadic Alternatives mural by Commercial Drive depicting people giving back to the Earth rather than depleting its resources. The message of that mural seemed like the perfect spot to film Buckman as it is fully in alignment with his message with this song and it’s simply beautiful.

This was such a fun video to create. I worked with Chase Bowman from LA on camera who was amazing to work with. This was one of those projects that had it’s own life force, a magic surrounding it. It feels so good to create work that is completely in alignment with your core beliefs with like minded people. Check it out and start thinking about what seeds you will be planting this spring!

You can buy the track on Bandcamp or purchase the full EP. Check it out, it is truly amazing.

http://buckmancoe.bandcamp.com/track/love-for-all-living-things

Mountain High

Sometime this past spring I started hiking around the mountains of Vancouver’s north shore barefoot and this has become one of my favorite ways to decompress in the city. Our bare feet coming into direct contact with dirt has a profoundly positive impact on our health for those of us who live sterile urban lives. The Earth gently exchanges negative ions with us and activates our energy meridians and we get to use muscles in our feet that we normally never use not to mention the stimulation of energy points. After a barefoot hike my feet vibrate for hours afterwards and I feel so invigorated.

I decided at the beginning of summer that I wanted to hike Machu Piccu barefoot. I recently actualized that desire by traveling to Peru and spending some time in the Sacred Valley of the Incas. I wasn’t sure if I would be able to make it as I came down with a bad head cold and flu just days before I was to fly to Peru out of Los Angeles. My flu abated hours before I was supposed to leave so a friend drove me to the airport and off to Peru I went. I arrived in Lima and had a sore throat and was developing a chest cold. After scoping out the local surf scene I fled for the mountains as it was torture not being able to get in the water and Lima was buried under a dense fog which is usual for its Winter months.

Lima, Peru.

I spent my two week stay in the Sacred Valley which is nestled in the Andes mountains cradling the remains of the ancient Incan empire. I was sick and feeling light headed from the high altitude though I was falling in love with the land and discovering rich hand produced textiles and beautiful warm people. I spent my fourth night in Peru at an organic farm where I had a hot bath filled with roses under the stars with lightning flashing in the sky from a storm on the other side of the mountains where the jungle starts. Total magic. I then made my way to Machu Picchu which was one of the most beautiful places I have ever visited and well worth the efforts to get there.

The mighty Machu Picchu.

After my insightful tour with a guide of Incan ancestry I ditched my shoes and hiked the Incan Trail up to the sun gate barefoot. It was a magical experience that I will never forget. The ancient stones of the Incan Trail were warmed by the sun and as I hiked I prayed to Machu Picchu to take the illness out of my body, I wanted to experience Peru with full vitality. It worked, I felt energized and continued my hike with a condor swirling overhead deeply feeling the bountiful energy of this sacred mountain destination. The barefoot hike opened me up to the incredible telluric energy of Machu Picchu which I’ll never forget how magical I felt. It was an incredible day.

Resting on the Inca Trail during my barefoot hike.

That night my cold returned and I felt defeated. I made my way to visit with some friends in another small Andean village and the house we stayed at was amongst a eucalyptus forest. Every spring I get a chest cold or pneumonia and will bathe in eucalyptus oil as I recover and with the forest encircling me I figured that there was enough medicine in the swaying trees to aid my recovery. Within a half of an hour of ‘tuning’ into the mighty trees and rubbing fresh leaves on my chest and feet I started wheezing then coughed up a nasty glob of green phlegm. I coughed up my cold and haven’t had a trace of it since. With every illness there is an underlying emotional undercurrent and in the case of my chest cold I let go of a lot of guilt I had been carrying around with me and had an experience of deep self forgiveness with the help of the healing energy of the eucalyptus.

Examining the warp of Alpaca wool on her backstrap loom.

With health and vitality restored in my body and a lightness in my spirit I spent the rest of my time in Peru exploring villages in which textiles are produced entirely by hand with natural materials and dyes falling in love with the mastery of skill by such strong and beautiful women. I danced the night away with beautiful Peruvians learning new Latin American dance forms such as Salsa & Merengue, and of course to reggeton. I had some amazing culinary explorations with interesting people from around the world, my favorite being at a slow food restaurant in Lima called el AlmaZen and a Tapas restaurant in Cusco called Ciccolina.

I had 33 hours in LA on my way home where I didn’t waste a moment of enjoyment to make up for staying there before embarking to Peru but being too ill to do anything. I’ve traveled from Spring, to Summer in LA (they were experiencing a heat wave to my delight) to Autumn in Vancouver in a matter of 4 days. It feels great to be home, I have much to be grateful for and a feeling of renewal and rebirth in my mind, body and spirit. I am currently finishing up some projects, working on my documentary on textiles, and preparing to go into prep as an AD on a feature film which will tie me up for the month of November.

Spirit soaring at Venice Beach.

I am grateful for the opportunity to explore the land in which the short Incan Empire flourished and a gentleness within that comes from the experience of connecting deeply to the Earth. It is a necessity that we wake up and love the Earth, there are so many gifts awaiting us in doing so. I thank the medicine of eucalyptus for so swiftly relieving me of such a nasty chest cold and to the mighty Andes mountains for sharing their magic with me. And I thank all of the people who held down the fort for me while I was away. I feel incredibly stoked on life right now.

Time Lapse

Our short Pacific North West Summer is transitioning into Autumn.  In September we solidify new routines and start wearing warmer clothing.  I enjoyed some much needed downtime this summer after months of working so hard with little sleep or personal time.  This summer I trekked around beautiful British Columbia, worked around my house, and caught up with my beloved family and friends.  I also worked as AD on several productions which I was very passionate about and I directed two music videos with my favorite DOP from LA.  Those will be released this fall, stay tuned.  Stay fabulous.  Stay focused.

Sunset in the Gulf Islands

Adventures in Surreywood

This past week I wrapped 43 days of production on a feature film as 1st AD. It was an independent Hollywood/Bollywood fusion titled ‘Maple Heart’ written and directed by Kavi Raz. We filmed mostly around Surrey hence the appellation ‘Surreywood’.

Kavi Raz in character as 'Kammy's Grandfather'

Kavi Raz in character as ‘Kammy’s Grandfather’ sitting under ‘Canada’s best maple tree.’

When I first read the script I was smitten by the story which delves into the issue of gang violence within the Indian community here in Vancouver and the lower mainland. It is based on events that really happened with a twist of spiritual and family values woven into the story which has many juicy sub plots.

special effects: exploding car

special effects: exploding car

As I am crossing over I got a taste of the long hours on a single camera film set and felt such a bond with the crew that I spent day in and day out with. What I learned was that I am highly passionate about working in this dynamic and when I have passion for something I can access boundless energy to get the job done. It seems the harder I worked the more rejuvenated I felt and I had a hell of a lot of fun while doing so.

I think about the giant maple trees that line my street and how much better my life is with their existence and feel so much gratitude from this past experience working on ‘Maple Heart’. I am feeling a synchronicity in my life that is gaining momentum…

Gleaming Spirit and Evolved Skill

After battling with a cold for a month I broke down and sought a little sun in the industrious Los Angeles. I was feeling the need to connect with a good friend and after working so hard this past year with little reprieve, I felt a need to briefly unplug and raise my vibration which I feel had become congested. I stayed in Topanga Canyon and hiked every day as well as ventured into the city to eat, dance, do yoga and connect with the bustling metropolis. I caught a film at the Nuart theatre in Santa Monica which was fascinating. Jiro Dreams of Sushi. It is currently playing in Vancouver if you are interested.

Jiro is an 85 year old sushi master and his humble little sushi bar in Tokyo has been given 3 Micheline stars and is world renowned. This clever documentary explores his story and showcases how he has committed himself to his craft with such passion and taken the art of sushi to the next level. The Japanese concept of ‘shokunin’ is discussed, the art of being a craftsman or artisan. This concept has a lot of depth beyond just gaining technical skills but also to truly embody the spirit of the craft. Under his care are his apprentices who commit to learn the art and craft of making great sushi which is at least a 10 year commitment. I look around me here in the West at all of the ‘gurus’ who learn a basic skill and go out and charge top dollar for their services on a quest to accumulate more wealth, such a stark juxtaposition.

shokunin

The film also covers the imminent threat of species of fish going extinct such as tuna and how this effects traditional sushi conventions. If you watch this film you will learn the potential that rice can be and hopefully be inspired to fall in love with the work that you do. Jiro Dreams of Sushi was a good reminder for me to love what I do and be less distracted by the superfluous that surrounds us all.

Labour of Love

In January I shot a documentary that I have been thinking about for a while.  It weaves Gandhian philosophy with First Nations history with contemporary urban textiles spinning and weaving all into a compelling story.

I am immersed in the post production process and I am happy to say that I am deeply inspired by this project and that it is truly a labour of love.  It’s amazing how passion for your work makes it not like work at all, transcendence of the mundane.  I can’t wait to share this project this Spring.

New Years Musings

I was successful in slowing down over the winter holidays and I feel that I caught up on sleep and family bonding.  Immediately after my two weeks off I was spun right back into my frenetic schedule by commencing production on a short film that I was Assistant Director for.  The production was tightly scheduled with many locations so it was a demanding role and I found that I had boundless energy to dedicate to the production.  I have another shoot coming up and am in pre-production for my upcoming documentary trailer as Vancouver is enveloped in snow.

pulling focus

Setting the intention for downtime was the kindest thing I could have done for myself and my family not to mention the productions I am working on.  It was shocking that I found myself feeling anti-social at times and in need of complete relaxation and quietude.  And the personal reward was delicious and insightful dreams that allowed me to connect to my subconscious and re-evaluate my trajectory.  I enjoyed that deep and profound communication with myself which revealed new insights and inspiration.

Last winter I was in India enjoying slowness for 6 weeks.  I didn’t have that luxury this year though I am grateful for the two weeks with family and friends.  I see a bright year ahead with big changes.  Wishing you the ability to actualize your dreams and infinite bliss, there is no time like the present.

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I have watched many movies in the past month and Lars Von Trier’s “Melancholia” stood out on many levels.  After Von Trier’s antics at Cannes this year I was curious to see his new film.  I admire his originality and how he covers complex human issues. In his beautifully shot intro he gives the ending away so that there is no suspense and you are forced to delve into the captivating story.  I would go so far as to say that this film is mindgasmic.  At the very least you will enjoy Kirsten Dunst’s performance.